She's on her way Cat

FINALLY! Better late than never and she will be winging her way to you this week.

Feels good to be working in a journal again.

Moving again...

It took a while - 5 months, to be exact - for me to muster up the strength to do these pages. And they're no work of art. Meager would be a good word to describe them. But I needed to pay tribute to my sweet baby, Samson, whose loss still hurts every single day, and whose absence still makes every room feel empty.  I think that completing these pages and mailing this journal on is exactly what I need in order to really start moving again on this project. I've been blocked in a major way. Here's to moving again.

Holding the brush

I never mind getting messy for the sake of art. Blue fingers, smudged chalk on my nose. It's all good. 

This little baby is going out THIS week. I need to revel in the messiness of some hands on creation time.

Feels good

Stoked to get Ali's journal today. It's a cloudy Sunday and I was tired and cranky. Sitting down to work in the journal can be so therapeutic and healing. I love this project so much. Whenever I tell anyone about it, they are so impressed by what a neat idea it is.

Dance

I am loving this free time over spring break to play in our journals. I've realized this month, in working on Ali's journal, that I love the messy release of journaling. I love getting physically messy and mentally clear. So good for the soul. Why can't spring break last forever...

dancing in the rain

I feel so honored to be asked to be a part of this. I am not a crafty person. I can take pictures and make people laugh, but I am not good at artsy stuff. But...I can maybe learn it? I am learning a lot about myself lately. I will not close my eyes to the possibility of anything.

I now have someone else's journal. And I want to make the person who sent it to me proud of my pages. This project is so amazing on so many different levels.

The RAIN to the wind said...

Working on my first two pages of Ali's journal, and I cannot keep her love for Samson and her painful heart out of my pages. I know this month's theme isn't a sad one, and my entry isn't actually sad, I just hope it helps her along on her journey when she holds it in her hands again.

Collaboration

I told Anna all about the project and had a great talk with her about how everyone's interpretation of art and themes is different and that's what makes it so cool. So, I told her about this months theme and I asked her to do my first two pages. I love that she's contributing to this. Another amazing artist has begun.

Let it rain.

I guess it's not all that surprising that I'm so creatively inspired by this Monty's "dancing in the rain" theme since I'm the one who selected it. That said, doing my spreads in Maite's journal this month has been incredibly therapeutic for me. This month I have rediscovered why this project is so important to me. I hope that the other girls find similar moments for themselves.

Expression

I received Maite's journal at a really good time the other day. Things in my life have been chaotic and upsetting over the past week and a half, following a cancer diagnosis and surgery for my sweet kitty cat, Samson. I've been on an emotional roller coaster, with good days and bad, but both magnified to near manic proportions. Yesterday was really rough, but I was able to deal with it by working on a spread in the journal. This project, as it turns out, is very therapeutic.

Also? Maite's journal may just be the coolest thing I've ever seen. Doing my best to contribute to it accordingly and keep the artistic vibe going.

The next step.

The time has come.

To put my journal in an envelope and mail it to one of the other amazing ladies. I am excited. I was afraid for ages to affix the photo to the cover for fear of ruining it, but I did it today and it looks great. I added some more details inside and off my baby will go.

I am looking forward to receiving one and putting as much love and care into their pages as I did into mine.

The next chapter of this project awaits. Soon, we will come up with a new theme for the next four pages and the wheels will begin to turn again.

Therapeutic

Taking a few minutes to do something in the journal is so calming and enjoyable. If feels good. The fact that we will be sharing these adds such a cool dynamic to the process. I want it to be lovely for the others. Initially, I wanted to keep my pages clean and simple because I'm not that much of an artist, but I've found I like going back to add more. And the oil pastels that have transferred to the adjacent page make it cooler.

We will be putting them in the mail soon. Excited to send my sweet book off and get someone else's in return. So happy to be a part of this.

Light on a sick day

My boy. He's 14 and sometimes I forget that 14 is just still so young. He's been sick for a few days so I took the day to get him to the doctor. He'll be fine. Chicken noodle soup has been administered, and the virus he has will run its course. I'm here for snuggling, if he's in need.

I was able to steal a little time for journaling. A little escape in a day of mothering, disinfecting of the house, and sunny snowfall.

Here's to those beginnings that inspire...

Finding da "thing"

A few months ago I was invited to speak to a group of women attorneys at the Museum of Contemporary Art. I was nervous. Intimidated. What could I possibly say to these powerhouses?

I spoke of what I know. About creativity, and how making art makes me feel. I spoke about the fact that we all have a right side of the brain. We just need to exercise it. Find that "thing" that makes your heart skip a beat, that "thing" that gives you a flutter in the center of your stomach. We all have it. We are all artistic in some way or another. Do you cook? knit? dance? play music?  Search. It's there.

They walked away with an "a-ha", realizing that they too are creative in their own way.
Now, if someone could help figure out how to wake up the left side of my brain, I'd be set.

this is us

Happy place.

Journaling at the beach. Life is good.

Friday night

Working on my journal. Still not sure if I am doing this right, but I need to remember there is really no right or wrong.

building momentum

Each day, I add a little more. And each day, the journaling experience grows and shifts into something new. Already, I'm wondering how I went this long without having a journal constantly by my side as an outlet.

dream up a plan?

"A goal without a plan is only a dream."

I read this quote somewhere at the beginning of the year. I realized that I have been mostly... a dreamer. This year, it will be my mantra.

Sure, I've accomplished many things in the past, but why is it that I have had the same New Year Resolution for the past 3 years? I guess it's because  I had no plan in place, just a vague idea. 

This year, I have a plan. I have a plan to develop a plan. That's right, I'm a dreamer with a plan to develop a plan.

You know what is the most interesting thing about this whole must-develop-a-plan-goal? That I stayed up last night until 1:00 am developing my plan. I sat down and grabbed my pen. Then, I saw my new watercolors... 

 Things to do today: 

 • develop a plan.